Monday, December 20, 2010

MY BOY -ONG JEE HERN

Improving to 1.75KG in normal wad.
Improving to 1.3KG as just transferred from NICU to normal wad.
Yes, my very STRONG BOY! You went through finally.


Dear my boy, you are the strongest when borned 1.3kg.You are catching up so fast and increase 100g till you were told with infection and seriously ill on 17 DEC 2010.How to tell your mum who was just discharged on 14 DEC .I'm in SP to seek a good name for three of you each,but doctor would like to see me regarding you.Oh GOD ,I need to tell the truth to my wife who is in so much pain and sorrow like in me now.

ACCEPT
Things happened and need to accept.God give us a short happiness of 7 days...Why you gave us 3 babies and now you want to take back one? Tears run down my eyes whenever I see you JEE HERN...No answer and nobody to blame "Accept?? Yes".Lifes goes on and the twins are waiting to be loved~Ong Ru Yun & Ong Ru Yee.Papa is registering Birth Certificates for three of you today.

THE TOUCH
Since 3 of you were borned in NICU, nobody ever see you yet .Only parents allowed.But I begged for brother Hwa & my mother in law to see you and the girls ,only once.Me & wife touched~ JEE HERN~ for the first time with so much care & tender.The touched of undescribed feeling from your hair, forehead, beautiful fingers and toes.You have a charming eyes that always turn towards us.Your nose is so nice & high .Yes, handsome boy.Your face is sticking to our heart and memory though not any pictures taken (Try to take a few pictures for memories). GOD please help to make JEE HERN no more pain. I can see JEE HERN tears at the edge of his eyes...I'm speechless just like the weather so cloudy & gloomy without sunshine.We lost the sunshine , but I believe time can cure this. Sunshine will come back.

NEW CHAPTER
Yes, wife get a little milk out starting from day 9 .Hoping to help the twins grow faster. I wonder what can make parents happier than this. You don't always get all you've wanted. I will start a new chapter in my life with what I'm going thru. Learn to stay strong but what is waiting ahead?

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